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~EdwardFangirl101:iconEdwardFangirl101:

ish madly in love wif Edward  

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Emotional

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 6:22 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Sleeping Sun-Nightwish
  • Reading: Fanfics
  • Watching: End of and Era-Nighwish
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Pancakes
  • Drinking: Nothing
Well, these past few days have been pretty bad. I am mainly just feeling emotional. I just know that soon (I don't know when) I'll eventually break. Hell maybe sometime this year. I just don't know what to believe anymore. I am constantly being treated as if I don't exist, (its not everyone, but its about 75 percent of the people I have met. And as sad as it seems, the numbers are growing each day.

Its actually kind of funny, but things have always been like this since grade school, but I think things turned for the worse in what...7th grade I think, I'm not sure actually.

Many people think that there is something wrong with me, I agree with them sometimes...sometimes... >_> I seriously think I just need to get away from here. It seems that everyday I feel like this, I regret telling my dad that I didn't want to move to california. I don't even remember WHY I wanted to stay here. It just seems that there is no point anymore. I'm basically just tired of being treated like crap, so if I accidently "snap" at someone,I'm sorry. I'm just not in the mood to be made fun of. But I'll prolly just end up feeling better the next day XD
And please, not negative feedback for those who are going to reply x_x

And I have no idea why I can't change my mood for my journals, but today I'm well...somewhat miserable. But bleh.
I don't feel like saying "Edwardfangirl101 Out" so
whatever...Bye.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 14
  • Current Residence: Virginia
  • Interests: uh...Fma, Edward Elric
  • Favourite movie: Conqueror of Shambala
  • Favourite band or musician: Larc~en~Ciel,tatu, linkin park,fall out boy, panic at the disco, My chemical romance
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Rock,J-pop, rock,
  • Favourite artist: Hiromu Arkawa
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: waffles
  • Wallpaper of choice: Edo-Kun :]
  • Skin of choice: red and yellow
  • Favourite game: Edward
  • Favourite gaming platform: .....pie?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edward Elric
  • Personal Quote: "Waffles..."
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, pens,and paper, and Winry

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=Yasny-chan:iconYasny-chan: 4 days 21 hours ago
:hug: thanks for the fav! :hug:

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~Crownlesss:iconCrownlesss: Jun 24, 2008, 6:20:46 AM
ty for fave ^^ :hug:

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~Cliffeny95:iconCliffeny95: Jun 24, 2008, 5:23:12 AM
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~NightwishFans:iconNightwishFans: Jun 19, 2008, 1:35:57 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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~Youcantkillmymind:iconYoucantkillmymind: Jun 19, 2008, 12:32:23 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: :blowkiss:

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*Sigillium:iconSigillium: Jun 19, 2008, 6:52:13 AM
Thanks for adding "Nightwish-Shara" to your collection, I really appreciate it:blackrose:
~DarkVampire90:iconDarkVampire90: Jun 19, 2008, 12:27:03 AM Mood: Love
thank you for the fav!! (L) Nightwish *-*
~x--lalla--x:iconx--lalla--x: Jun 19, 2008, 12:13:14 AM
thank you so much for the fav!!
:heart: Nightwish!!

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Figli della notte che ci gira intorno..
Noi siamo figli delle stelle
Non ci fermeremo mai, per niente al mondo..

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~Jakari:iconJakari: Jun 18, 2008, 9:40:50 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:! =D

Rock on!
:love: Nightwish!

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~TiLa:iconTiLa: Jun 17, 2008, 12:17:06 PM
Thanks for adding my photo into Your collection.

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*scarlet1800:iconscarlet1800: Jun 17, 2008, 2:53:09 AM
Hey thanks for the fave. If your into heavy metal you should consider checking out my podcast at [link] we'll be airing our interview with marco quite soon!

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=Yasny-chan:iconYasny-chan: Jun 17, 2008, 12:00:36 AM
:hug: thanks for the fav :3

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Ommit the 'til death do us part', I'm necrophilic :hump:
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*ZeKRoBzS:iconZeKRoBzS: Jun 16, 2008, 5:22:22 PM
Hiii thx for the fav :D

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~Torsten-Volkmer:iconTorsten-Volkmer: Jun 16, 2008, 1:52:35 AM
thanks for the fav!
wishing you all the best.

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~Hellskinky:iconHellskinky: Jun 15, 2008, 5:03:55 PM
thanks so much for the fave :)
~c-r-i-s-i-s:iconc-r-i-s-i-s: Jun 15, 2008, 9:46:34 AM
Many thanks for the fav ;)

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~kitsuneguy:iconkitsuneguy: Jun 15, 2008, 6:03:56 AM
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship

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Call of the wild
In me forever and ever and ever forever
Wanderlust
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~ObscureChaos:iconObscureChaos: Jun 15, 2008, 5:57:40 AM
thank you for all the :+fav:

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~Aniya14:iconAniya14: Jun 15, 2008, 5:04:52 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fave:)

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~FrozenMelody:iconFrozenMelody: Jun 14, 2008, 1:56:30 PM
thank you for the :+fav: :aww:

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~angel-shadow:iconangel-shadow: Jun 12, 2008, 10:12:20 AM
Thank you very much for all favs :hug:

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~Crownlesss:iconCrownlesss: Jun 12, 2008, 6:27:18 AM
thank u so much for :+devwatch: ^^

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The nightingale in a
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That's me locked inside
reality's maze