Well, these past few days have been pretty bad. I am mainly just feeling emotional. I just know that soon (I don't know when) I'll eventually break. Hell maybe sometime this year. I just don't know what to believe anymore. I am constantly being treated as if I don't exist, (its not everyone, but its about 75 percent of the people I have met. And as sad as it seems, the numbers are growing each day.

Its actually kind of funny, but things have always been like this since grade school, but I think things turned for the worse in what...7th grade I think, I'm not sure actually.

Many people think that there is something wrong with me, I agree with them sometimes...sometimes... >_> I seriously think I just need to get away from here. It seems that everyday I feel like this, I regret telling my dad that I didn't want to move to california. I don't even remember WHY I wanted to stay here. It just seems that there is no point anymore. I'm basically just tired of being treated like crap, so if I accidently "snap" at someone,I'm sorry. I'm just not in the mood to be made fun of. But I'll prolly just end up feeling better the next day XD
And please, not negative feedback for those who are going to reply x_x

And I have no idea why I can't change my mood for my journals, but today I'm well...somewhat miserable. But bleh.
I don't feel like saying "Edwardfangirl101 Out" so
whatever...Bye.